Not that I don't love that you follow me.
Ok, well now that I think I might have insulted you and you really have good reason to pay no attention to anything I have to say, I'll explain where I've been.
I finished my first year of college/university, and that last part of the semester got pretty rough. I got depressed and didn't talk to anyway and didn't turn in assignments and it overall was not my proudest moments. But I didn't realize I had psychological issues at the time, so I just felt super guilty and worthless. And I came home and saw a psychiatrist and started taking medication. Turns out I have a family history of depression. (Thanks for telling me, Dad.)
Anyway, the point is I feel so so soo much better now, and it's great! If anything like that ever happens to you, don't assume you're an awful person, because it's really easy for an imbalance in certain chemicals in your brain to make you feel like you're just not that capable of a person, when in reality, your normal self is so much better. And you might have a family history that has been kept secret because people don't like to talk about depression, so don't rule it out, and try to talk to people who might be able to help.
I did not mean to turn that into a public service announcement. Basically I want to say that I'm back, and I think I'm going to blog a bit more regularly now, at least over the summer. Maybe I'll give life update type blogs, or maybe I'll just rant. We'll see!
